Bliss

The dishes are waiting. My new sinks are different; first off, there are two, and one doesn't have a garbage disposal. I'm really really busy now, that is, if I can keep it up which I mostly can't. I'm off for the middle floor, the dishes, and spray painting. Thank you God, I just did my dancing. I prayed for the will to exercise and came upon dancing in my studio. I love dancing to my music. And in my own single house in a wooded lot in Delaware. I am aware of how blessed my life is. In our world, with so much struggle and needless suffering, to have two grown children, two very smart children, both educated and reasonably healthy..is a gift. That they care for me and their father, worthless though I feel we are, is a blessing. To have worked at jobs for which I was consummately unprepared and certainly unfit for thirty years and come away with a pension and social security, is a gift from God. And then to be led to this beautiful house that's all we asked for, everything we wanted... And get it. My Social Security Disability was granted at once, so I don't have to worry about finances.
It's much later now and while I still feel grateful, I'm also tired. It's time for bed.